In 1934, psychologist Marion Milner published a book titled “A Life of One’s Own”, in which she describes ‘wide attention’... our natural and holistic state of omni-awareness. She contrasted this with the contemporary trend toward narrowing of focus - ‘narrow attention’ - through which most modern day humans have become lost to the big picture, as well as to their deeper, inner selves.
Psychiatrist Dr. Paul Holman, author of “Freedom Through Spatial Awareness”, addresses our more recent hyper- narrowing of focus via technology, as ‘a very dangerous development’. It is indeed not only dangerous, but tragic. A tragic loss of Original Self; a life in which we are fully embodying our holistic omni-awareness... and thus, a life in which we create a ‘path of our own authority’, a life of our own. Your true nature awaits you.
Artwork - Sophie Wilkins - sophiewilkins.com
Our society, as most others around the globe, has a fixed and linear concept of life. We understand it as a progression; it starts and ends in a particular way. Throughout this progression, we take on more and more role identities until we are gradually an amalgamation of scripted context which we put forth into our societies as a ‘person’. This becomes how we are seen by others, who we believe ourselves to be, and how society as a whole reflects our value back to us.
As a result, we begin to lose more and more of our Original Self to the context of this ‘characterized’ identity.... career label, job description, parent, grandparent, hobbyist, participant, owner, renter, husband, wife, partner, religion, belief, political preference, omnivore, vegan... the list goes on and on.
This has an extremely detrimental effect on our Embodied Being, particularly if we feel manipulated into a role that we would not have chosen for ourselves, or if we are putting forth to the world a characterization of a role that does not truly reflect our authentic way.
As we begin to place more and more of our attention, our awareness, and our effort on maintaining these pre-set characteristics, we begin to lose our connection with our Original Presence. Our true and abiding Original Self that is enmeshed in the aliveness and vitality of the ever arising moment, beyond any context or identity; our Natural Being.
When we lose ourselves into these conjured matrices, our physical form begins to reflect the withdrawal and our body begins to lose its globality, animation, spring, power, glow, agility, resilience, depth, and volume; the essence of our aliveness arising on a continuum as Source-Being. Your true nature awaits you...
The ‘Ego’ is an inorganic, mechanistic, binary ‘program’ through which we perceive reality. It is an A.I system which is designed to limit our access to our totality; our fully realized Original Self.
This A.I. system of ‘Ego programing’ perpetuates a scrambling effect, a frequency distortion which obscures our innate unification with our fully globalized proprioception. Thus, our universal sensory connectivity is veiled from our perception.
This veil generates the effect of a ‘separation perspective’ - also known as ‘Duality’ - which creates a false sense of separation from our source, as well as from all other beings. Duality is the binary realm of perpetual division, keeping us relentlessly disconnected from the sensory perception of our quantum embodiment, and therefore, the true nature of our omni-connected Being.
We can, however, free ourselves from this frequency distortion. Our physical body is, in essence, an embodied synthesis of live streaming wave flow through the Unified Source Field. When we reconnect the full third/fourth dimensional synergy of our physical architecture, our embodied Being is restored to a fully resonant and universally ‘conductive’ flow state. We are in fully attuned, holistic harmony with the unified wave frequencies of the quantum field, effectively re-attuning our embodied structure to our source of origin, our Original Selves. As a result, the Ego Programming, the distorted and inorganic overlay of frequency patterns that generate Duality, ‘separation perspective’, are eradicated. Your true nature awaits you..
There cannot be a truly original flow of creativity without the communion of its soul mate; vulnerability. Their eternally bonded relationship is the unified and simultaneous expression of Yin and Yang, Inner and Outer, Essence and Manifest.
The willingness to fully embrace this holistic dynamic generates the frequency signature of trust in our native self. This frequency serves as a portal, a wellspring which facilitates a regenerative and negentropic flow in our lives.
Thus, the discipline resides not in the generation of creativity; rather, it is in the continued acceptance of vulnerability as the heart of originality. Your true nature awaits you...
As we enter our new age, we see the restoration of the Feminine Principles. When we begin to deeply authenticate our original selves, we call to action the lost feminine principle of Synchronicity.
Source field is negentropic. The truth of our reality is that there is a naturally harmonic, self-organizing principle that guides our material realm. The principle of Synchronicity functions as a catalyst for creating resources through the quantum field of potential.
The more that we each begin to express our original and unique alchemy, the more synergistic and synchronistic our environment becomes, drawing to us what we need, as we need it, through the naturally negentropic flow of our reality.
In this way, we will no longer be bound to the patriarchal world of controlled commercialization and monetization. Rather, we will be living through a sovereign and harmonic flow of Synchronicity arising through our unique and integral expressions; our original selves. Your true nature awaits you...
Ceiba Sebastian - The Tau of Equipoise
What if a ‘new story’ for our future isn’t necessary to ensure our holistic evolution...perhaps the power of trajectory resides in deepening the narratives of our past beyond the borders of victim/victimizer. If we can access the spiritual maturity to receive our past through the lens of lost wholeness, we can rescue our fragmented human psyche and reclaim our birthright of sacred union. Our true nature awaits us...
Photo: Ceiba Sebastian
As we enter into this new era, we begin to reclaim our birthright; our organic and true nature which has been co-opted for millennia... Our Embodied Being speaks the wisdom language of this physical perspective. We must listen, not with our minds but with the wisdom language of our physical experience... our senses. For this physical reality is a sensual realm, and is, therefore, a domain which remains free from abstract thought.
We are designed to feel this life. Our embodied perception through physical form bears witness to this truth. That we exist inter-connectedly is the organic expression of this truth. That we seek communion with life above all else is the sacred revelation of this truth.
Of course, our sensual reality is terrifying to the abstract mind. This is our inorganic identity - the tribal identity forced upon us through expectations of family, society, culture - institutions which continually co-opt our deeply authentic truth in order to justify the precedence of their expectations.
Through these false identity constructs, we are held captive by lifeless thoughts, looping us into the un-natural realm of mechanistic thinking, flattening us into a trance of abstraction. Thus, our senses become destitute, relegated to isolation rather than holistic synergy, leaving our omni-relationship with the living realm dulled and muted. As a result, we are disconnected from our full articulation.
When we deeply cultivate our presence, the sacred space through which we allow our proprioceptive nature to have its voice, we are embodying the sensual ‘now’; a reality fused through the language of smells, sounds, textures, tastes, sights and feelings. Our senses, when functioning synergistically, harmonically as one native tongue, speak the language of our aliveness. Your true nature awaits you...
There is an intrinsic spiraling to our three dimensional, physical form that has been forsaken for the flat. Our three dimensional body is spheroidal - 360 degrees - and thus, curved by its very nature. Yet, the full spectrum of our physical nature has been co-opted by conventional mathematical and scientific models which describe three dimensional form in strictly reductive, two dimensional, linear terms.
This is a truncation of our totality which relegates the globality of our embodied architecture into static and flat planes, rather than the dynamically spiraling curves through which our physical form truly flows.
This two dimensional paradigm has a profoundly damaging effect. It’s reductive application to our physical form provides only partial perspective of our true wholeness. When our curved, physical form and thus, global omni-awareness is described and applied in strictly linear and reductive terms, our sentient intelligence - our comprehensive somatic intelligence - can literally feel the conflict in this lack of inclusion. We feel inherently disconnected and disoriented from our natural state of connectedness, the cohesion brought about by our omni- presence.
Thus, there arises a toxic, yet unconscious conflict between what our global, vestibular and proprioceptive senses innately perceive, and what we are taught to believe through conventional models that claim an authoritative role in our lives.
We have been separated from the true nature of our fluid, curved, spiraling physical architecture. We are unknowingly conflicted by a divisive scientific paradigm that denies our holistic nature and sensory intelligence, leaving us feeling incomplete, and marginalized.
It is now that we awaken into our spiraling form, our true and original physical design, opening the portals to our omni-present capacity that is our birthright. In doing so, we restore the regenerative nature of our eternal spring. Your true nature awaits you...
Photo: Vadim Stein
‘There is the fear of the Ego to surrender to the fact of Chaos. Chaos is what we have lost touch with and this is why it has been given a bad name, because it is feared by the dominant archetype of our world which is Ego, whose existence is defined in terms of control.’ - Terrance McKenna
Why has Chaos been vilified in our contemporary lives and what is the original human perception of Chaos? She is Tiamat, the Goddess of Origin in Mesopotamia...the Void from which all things emerge. She is known as the Primordial Salt Sea...
As 2020 draws to a close amidst a world in chaos we can choose to redefine our relationship with the Unknown, the Void; our sacred domaine of potential. Your true nature awaits you...